The more I thought about this whole thing tonight, the more upset I became, mostly with myself. I said in my first posting that I would be disappointed if it was Kirby. I know Kirby, and have known him well since he was a youth. He is a good person, with a kind heart and a good spirit. And that is how a person should be measured, not by some artifical standard that we impose without knowing the facts. He has had some incredibly bad things happen to him in his life, things that well could have affected most of us in a negative, testimony-destroyng way. But those things did not seem to get him down then, and I doubt they have him down now. None of us can or should judge what we think we see. The only person I am really disappointed with in this life is me.